I am 37, married to Jeanne for 14 years and a Member of the House of Representatives in my state for 7 years. I have been watching gay porn for close to 5 years when I am alone. Jeanne is the love of my life, but I cheated on her by having oral and anal sex with a man I met right around the time when I started watching porn. It was no secret that Winston and after years of knowing him and talking to him I felt compelled to try the gay way. It started with fondling, but soon became oral sex with me receiving and giving. After 5 or 6 sessions of oral sex we began anal sex. The first 3 or 4 times Winston fucked me my ass was sore for a few fays after. I know I should feel guilty and ashamed, but I only feel guilt about being unfaithful to Jeanne. I feel no shame because I have come to enjoy sex with Winston. I now feel compelled to tell someone about Winston and I having sex together. I obviously can't tell any of my friends or members of the house and I am scared to death that Jeanne will discover my double life. I have decided to start by sharing my gay experience with everyone who watches this gay video and reads the comments. It is a simple story to tell. I have been enjoying both anal and oral sex with Winston for almost 2 years. Wayne Jacobson